,,this is mEee

,,this is mEee

Linggo, Agosto 28, 2011

To my sweet mom and dad

          "To my mom and dad"


Dear mom and dad,
      You know i feel so down everything or everytime . I imagine about my failures in life. I think there's no  word "wining" in my vocabulary because everytime i am in challenge, I was always failed and lose. I always lose a battle. I dont know whats wrong . I gave my whole effort for everything but there's no positive outcome . I feel degraded, whenever i lost hope there's always our house for having confidence in trying again next time . I really dont understand myself , why i keep on doing things that can make other angry. Well in the first place, I did everything to do what is right ! I am very stupid .As what you said that i am over confident, Yes i am, i have proof. All negatives can be found in my personality. In our house, I cant do everything that it should. As your daughter, I want to implement rules and obligation but i cant do it perfectly because i need the support of my sister and brother ( para dili sad sila mag salig nga ako a nalang gd tanan buhat sa balay ) They are irresponsible others take advantage of our personal matter, of being family, If i ask them to do their duty they simply nod and that's it nothing happens how irresponsible, no sense or responsibility.
      I know mom and dad, I should do first and i myself should have the biggest responsibility "kay ako man ang kamagwangan " but as your daughter they should prove also theirselves . I dont know to manage them "Para mo respeto akong mga manghod nako" I know sad nga daghan kaayo ko sala nila (brother and sister) but im so sory para ilaha sad bitaw ni ako gibuhat. So that's matter please allow me to apologize for all the things I've done.  Thanks for your love and care  . I am so happy i have a father and mother like you.
I LOVW YOU MOM AND DAD .

                                                                                                                                  Daughter,
                                                                                                                         JEANNESA N. SASIL